Last night was trying..
He made me.. he created this.. without him ?!?! I don't know where I would be or what I would be.. how much more of less I'd be happy.. and it sucks to feel that way all in the same.. but also sucks to think what I'd be without.
I finally summed up ed in my own way.. what he is to me. And that was scary. I'm not sure it helped but allowed me to recognize when he's there.
Ed is my supporter.
Ed is my barrier.
Ed is my protector.
Ed is my friend and family.
Ed is someone that makes me breathe and relaxes in my own mind.
Ed is .. well he makes me smile.
He made me.. he created this.. without him ?!?! I don't know where I would be or what I would be.. how much more of less I'd be happy.. and it sucks to feel that way all in the same.. but also sucks to think what I'd be without.
Fun of life right?!
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