SELFISH!

So last second.. decided to fly back home. ugh

Got everything scheduled with my sister (after talking to her telling her it was becoming too much she took over.. which I LOVE HER for!!!!!) Got it so that we surprised my parents on us on our visit .. their bdays.. and their anny.. but ...

Ya BUT.

My mom and I went off on each other. One she got eye surgery. The dr. told me what to have her to do .. she didn't want to listen. Guess I don't know shit.. just like it was when I was there.. but whatever..

So we scream at each other... over nonsense. I didn't want to go there, but you start coming at me, my claws will come out!!!!!

TO tell me that I'm a selfish Bitch.. well I am a selfish Bitch.. I need to live! SO go screw yourself!

Then to think I have my husband behind meee... ya go figure..

we come home and he tells me to get over myself.. Thanks.. Thanks for having my back.

Guess I was wrong!!!!!!!
So here I am..  Stuck.. not knowing what to do .... howto change.. how to believe..