Family

So I'm having issues... Go figure right:)

When don't I seem to have issues hah

So mainly right at this moment.. I miss my family. I miss being able to come home and see everyone. And now I can't do it and that alone just bothers me. It's not like every time I have gone back it was one thing or another that bothered me, but it was just something about my family.

I am not sure how to explain it. Things are said and it hurts and bothers me.. even over the phone.. but at this point I'm feeling I need to be closer to them. That I shouldn't have moved away.

I thought it was going to be a good thing to have the distance but now I don't know.

Shit IDK anything anymore. Every decision seems to be the wrong one :?